My love for egg pudding has been the same since my childhood but there is indeed a part that changed about me. Naturally when I experience more as I get older, I acquire more views on a matter and see things with different cut and dimension.
(Nara, 2006)
I kept my wish to study abroad since I was an undergrad student and here I am, announcing my intention to leave my employer to pursue the interest. Yes, I will step out of the comfort shield of my employer, getting out of the protection they offered to me with the name of a renowned financial giant on my name card and with rather generous salary they provided me for the past years. This will happen exactly on the last day as a twenty-five years old for me.
I know this will happen soon and yet I am having a hard time deciding which direction to take. This is truely to do with the diversified interests grown inside me for the past years. Would I take a student status with the
grand-école in Paris specializing in Public Affairs as I planned to and try to become an international public servant in UNESCO focusing on cultural management? Would I rather shift my mind and go for the Business Administration student on a scholarship in
another université following my recent interest ?
It should certainly not be the question about financial side of the education, name value of the schools but it will come to a simple question; from which direction do I want to see the world and impact the world? Public or private? French oriented or with a touch of english culture?
Based on who I am, what I like and what I foresee, I am to step out of a room I got used to for the past three years and to close one door and now I am to choose which door to open next. This will all depend on what I have experienced till now, what I value now and what changed and stayed the same about how I perceive the world.